Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 4:27 AM

sojourn of memories

And so, in a month's time comes the test of our hockey abilities, and teamwork. And after that?

As i comtemplate in front of the computer screen, i cannot help but feel so helpless, in a sense that i can only sit and watch while these amazing hockey teammates of mine graduate and leave. And i am left(with Brendon, at least got him sia haha) with more than a year of studying in this college.

What does that all mean when this batch of hockey players have shown and reminded me that school isn't all bad when you have great company to slog it out with and play like mindless idiots afterwards in a pathetic D?

I don't know. Although i'd like to. Because uncertainty is an enemy so great, that it robs me of self-confidence before the test even begins.

And while some teammates have grown much closer than others, I'll just thank you all, for this great journey we have undertaken, and for restoring the self-confidence and self-esteem in what was once a battered soul yearning for true acceptance. Oh man, the shit i went through in SJI has been offset, although painful memories linger.

I will never regret going to AJC man. (:

SIGH WHY SO EMO LA. gotta prepare for school in a hour. Shall read geog notes then. :0 i'm doing the twister thing today .

And that is that.